。                                                                                                             她轉(zhuǎn)頭看了看前方，玉池已經(jīng)不見了蹤影，他們談完了嗎？                                                                                                             “謝謝！”訕訕的笑了笑，退后一步站穩(wěn)，卻見他還抓著自己的手，下意識的想要收回，感覺他的手緊了一下。握了握才緩緩的放開，似是猶豫，似是不舍。                                                                                                             心頭微疼，思起剛剛的事，想他必是早知自己在此“我……不是故意要偷聽，只是剛好路過看到，又不方便打擾！所以……”所以才故意走進這片山石后，誰知卻是條si路。                                                                                                             “我知道！”他淡淡的回答，臉上絲毫沒有半分的不滿?？聪蛩硪恢皇掷锏膭?，眼神又是一沉“你找我有事？”                                                                                                             駱雙這才想起此行的目的，拿起手中的劍遞了過去：“我是專程來歸還此劍的！多謝上仙！”                                                                                                             盯著那把劍半晌，他淡淡的問道：“你不喜歡嗎？”                                                                                                             “自然不是！”客氣的笑了笑“這是一把好劍，我修為低微，只怕辱沒了此劍。況且我已經(jīng)到了這里，想來以后必也用不上?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            他眉頭輕皺一下，看向她手中的劍，卻遲遲不去接，半會才緩聲道：“你可知……這劍從何而來嗎？”                                                                                                             駱雙愣了愣，搖頭！                                                                                                             “你握住劍柄，凝聚靈氣試試。”他道。                                                                                                             駱雙心中疑惑，卻也依言凝神，自手心緩緩聚積著靈氣。只見那劍上突然一道亮光閃過，原來鋒利的劍身瞬間變得通t純白，似玉般的顏se。                                                                                                             這是……                                                                                                             眼睛猛的睜大，抬頭盯向他。                                                                                                             他伸手緩緩的接過那把劍，淡淡的道：“此劍乃我五百年前所鑄，我白暮提倡的是雙修，所以兵器亦是成對！”他揚起嘴角，輕撫著劍身“這是雌劍。我造它時，心中思慕著一人，曾想過，如若有招一日，能再見。此劍必是非它莫屬。只是……我卻一直沒有機會給她！”                                                                                                             駱雙緩緩的低下頭不語，心里糾著什么，正一點一滴的撕裂著她的心。                                                                                                             “如今……”他突然輕笑一聲繼續(xù)道：“回想起來，要實現(xiàn)當(dāng)日所盼，已是奢望。我只盼此劍能長陪在她身邊，替我全心全意護她周全，只為她一人。但愿我做不到的事，此劍能替我做到！”                                                                                                             他抬頭看向她，那如墨的眼里，苦苦的糾著什么，乎之yu出，卻又不得不殘忍的壓下。                                                                                                             身側(cè)的手輕輕的顫著，她不敢抬頭，也不能抬頭。只能生生把對方眼里唯一點的希望，慢慢轉(zhuǎn)化成失望。                                                                                                             等了良久……                                                                                                             “我明白了！”他展顏苦笑，不再是絕代風(fēng)華，卻似那梨樹之上，蔌蔌而落的梨花。“竟然如此，留著此劍也是無用了?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            語落，他揚手奮手一揮，駱雙慌忙抬頭，腳下yu動，又生生的忍住，忍得心間疼痛似海。                                                                                                             眼光隨著那柄純白的劍，自空中飛揚而過，越來越小，再緩緩的落下，看不見劍影，聽不到任何回響，就像她曾經(jīng)義無反顧的付出的那段情，再也尋不回來。                                                                                                             痛意排山倒海，為何他現(xiàn)在才說給她聽，為何現(xiàn)在時至今日，她才明白這些？他可知……從記憶解封的那一刻起，所有的一切，都已經(jīng)不可能了。                                                                                                             “謝……上仙好意，告辭！”她b著自己擠出聲音，連退數(shù)步，腳步虛浮。心痛得似是要喘不過氣來。                                                                                                             從她看到那把劍的開始，就已經(jīng)懷疑了?？吹剿垤`氣后的更是了然。那分明與他的配劍是一模一樣的。                                                                                                             那把劍，是他心里唯一一點期盼，是他做為白竹的最后一絲眷戀。而自己卻生生的把這零星的希望扼殺了。                                                                                                             此刻開始，他與她便再無瓜葛，此刻開始，世間便再也沒有白竹。                                                                                                             暮子昕看著她轉(zhuǎn)身，一步一步往回走，眼前又幻化出千年前，那個有著世間最純凈眼神的小nv孩。                                                                                                             他尋了一千年，盼了一千年，戀了一千年的身影，就那么一步一步的踏出他的生命。自此惜憶殿的山石上，他該以什么理由，繼續(xù)一個人站下去？                                                                                                             明明是炎熱的天氣，他卻覺得寒風(fēng)入骨，可笑！他竟也會覺得冷嗎？他這千年來所做的事，到頭來竟只是他的空想嗎？                                                                                                             突然間很想要知道答案，不由自主就伸出了手。                                                                                                             她腳步一頓，心中驚訝，感受著手臂之上傳來的淡淡溫度，心跳瞬間停擺，卻不敢回頭。                                                                                                             “瓔珞……”聲音從未有過的低沉，似是靈魂深處發(fā)出的低鳴“你對他……當(dāng)真是真心嗎？”如若是這樣，他是甘心放手的“你對他……”                                                                                                             “我心里有他！”她突然揚聲打斷他的話，聲音似是吼出來的，不知是說給他聽，亦或是自己。                                                                                                             “有他，我心里有他，必須、一定只能有他……”她一聲一聲的吼著，似是要肯定自己的心意“他是我哥，是為了我放棄了一切的人，是守了我一輩子的人。無論是神族也好，普通人也罷，都是！所以……必須有他！”或許現(xiàn)在不行，但她會努力的，會很努力，很努力的讓自己只去看他一個人。                                                                                                             暮子昕眼神越加低沉，明明她身子顫抖得厲害，卻還是要說自己ai的是他嗎？“瓔珞，我心里的人，從來沒有變過，從來沒有……”                                                                                                             “我有！”她轉(zhuǎn)身揚起頭，似是在看他，實則努力不讓眼里的東西落下“我心里……曾經(jīng)裝著一個人，也以為可以一直裝下去。但現(xiàn)在……我卻要放下了。我是瓔珞，所以要放下，我是駱雙，所以要放下。不為其它，只因要！所以必須！”                                                                                                             看著她堅定的貌樣，暮子昕心里越加的難受，她在b自己忘卻千年的眷戀，同時何償不是在強b著自己？                                                                                                             到底為何會走到這種境地？明明近在咫尺，卻遙如天際。                                                                                                             或許……在兩人的心里，真的有b相ai相知相伴，更為重要的東西。                                                                                                             『優(yōu)酷電子書』『書農(nóng)書庫』『奇?zhèn)b電子書』                                                                                                             “好！”他突然笑出聲，臉上的花兒一朵朵的枯萎，化作塵土，再也尋不回來?？粗臏I流滿面，聽著那絕情的反話，不知為何心里卻松了一口氣，似是已經(jīng)滿足了。                                                                                                             笑意加深“瓔珞，你心中可曾……有過我？”                                                                                                             “……”她沉默了半晌，突然展顏一笑，笑得天地都失了顏se，笑得滿目皆是花傷“沒有，……瓔珞沒有，駱雙沒有。以后……也絕對不能有！”                                                                                                             他長長的舒了口氣，終于放開她的手，笑顏染在臉上，抬頭看向那方，初升起的明月，突然輕聲道：“我們再來約定一次好不好？從今日開始……我是暮子昕，你是駱雙。”                                                                                                             “……好！”                                                                                                             淡淡的語調(diào)回蕩開來，他回頭，兩人目光交匯，再不壓抑，那滿腔的情意，緩緩的流了一地。誰都未曾先動，似是用盡全身的力量，看上這最后一眼，自此陌路。                                                                                                             十丈開外，古樹之下。                                                                                                             藍(lán)衫之人站立，神情木然，看著那方的二人。                                                                                                             他不知站了多久，雙眼無神，臉se慘白到?jīng)]有一絲血氣。微風(fēng)過往，卷起地上白se的花瓣，揚揚撒撒，似是冬日來臨。                                                                                                             他就那么看著，未曾動過一步，有什么正隨著那花瓣一般，片片破碎。                                                                                                             嫁娶之禮                                                                                                             第五十八章                                                                                                             屋外藍(lán)se長衫靜立，目視前方。似是很專注的看著，卻尋不著他所看何物？眼神空洞的沒有焦距。分明是警覺的人，卻絲毫沒有注意旁人的靠近。                                                                                                             “哥？”駱雙探試的開口，緩步走近。“你找我嗎？”                                                                                                             那方的身影愣了一下，半晌才緩緩的轉(zhuǎn)過頭來，眼里仍是迷茫一片，有些發(fā)怔的看著駱雙出神，好似不明自己身處何地？                                                                                                             她心生疑惑，習(xí)慣的拉過他的手，心中一驚。這手涼得可怕，他到底站了多久？看了看近在咫尺的房門“怎么不進屋？”                                                                                                             “珞……兒？”他緩緩的出聲，眼里仍是蒙蒙的，看不清明。聚焦在她的臉上，眼里慢慢染上她的影子，似是疑惑的輕聲呢喃她的名“珞兒……”                                                                                                             心底沒由來的有些慌亂，今天的渺軒著實奇怪，像是……像是失了魂？                                                                                                             “哥，你怎么了？為何……”                                                                                                             話未說完，突然腰間一緊，被他一把摟進懷里，兩條手臂纏上了她的腰。似是用盡全身的力氣抱著，不留一絲的空隙。                                                                                                             “哥！”駱雙驚呼一聲，更是滿心的疑問。被他抱著有些痛，掙扎了兩下，他卻抱著更緊，像要把她溶進t內(nèi)一般。氣息拂在頸側(cè)，有些燙人。                                                                                                             這不是他第一次抱著自己，只是這次與之前不同。以往他都是小心翼翼的抱著、疼著，尤怕傷到她?，F(xiàn)在，卻好像沒有那些顧慮，只想抱她近一點。于是更加的疑惑，只能靜立不動。                                                                                                             良久，才探試著開口“哥？”                                                                                                             似是終于冷靜下來，動了一下，nongnong的語音貼著耳側(cè)響起“別怕，珞兒！哥只是……有點累！”他沉沉的開口，語氣中果真像他說的，滿是沉重累到了極至般“讓哥……靠一會，好嗎？”                                                                                                             累！他自然會累，一千多年小心翼翼的走著每一步，如何能不累？而這一些皆是為她！心間一沉，又升起那種似是可以把人浸沒的愧疚感。                                                                                                             “不要亂想！”他突的開口，身子緩緩的前傾，頭也慢慢下滑到她的x口貼近。這般的態(tài)勢，著實太過……曖昧！駱雙直覺的想要躲開。卻發(fā)現(xiàn)他只是附耳在她的心口，輕閉著雙眼，認(rèn)真的傾聽著，一臉的滿足。                                                                                                             他在確定她的心跳？張口就想提醒他自己沒事，他卻先開了口。                                                                                                             “珞兒！”他沉著聲輕喃“我是你哥，對嗎？”                                                                                                             “嗯！”她點頭。                                                                                                             意外的他展開了笑顏，臉上似是開著最為燦爛的花“哥這輩子，最大的心愿，就是讓你快樂的活著。此只一項，哥就滿足了，別的……沒關(guān)系?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            他說得很慢，一字一句的，臉上皆是欣慰的光彩，只是那眉頭，卻仍是緊成麻花狀。                                                                                                             瞬間駱雙好像明白了他今日的舉動，果然，在她面前，他是藏不住事的。他定是聽說了什么？似是察覺到了什么吧？                                                                                                             嘆一聲！                                                                                                             “哥，我們回神山一趟好不好？”她緩聲開口。                                                                                                             渺軒一愣，抬起頭來，一臉的莫明“神山？為何？”                                                                                                             “我想回去拿樣?xùn)|西！”她笑開顏，眉眼連成一線“只有那里才有！”                                                                                                             “何物？”                                                                                                             “自然是六花！”她笑得更歡“六花是我族定情之物，雖然我們身邊現(xiàn)在不方便出現(xiàn)神族之物，但也是必不可少的。”                                                                                                             “六花！”他臉se有些泛白，身側(cè)的手輕輕的顫著“你要它……有何用？”                                                                                                             “還能如何用？”她笑成了瞇眼，重新拉起他的手，帶著撒嬌的口氣道：“怎么？你連夫人都叫了？現(xiàn)在還想賴賬不成？”                                                                                                             他大驚，半會，猛的抓住她的手臂，一臉不可置信的貌樣，狂喜似要暴發(fā)：“你……你是說……”                                                                                                             “我們一族之人，滿百歲便會舉行嫁娶之禮，乃是俗成的事。但我們卻拖了千年，實在是太久了點？況且，如今我不會si，可以長長久久。你的桃花這般多，我自然不想讓給她人了去？”                                                                                                             “珞兒……你當(dāng)真……當(dāng)真……愿意？”他激動得已經(jīng)說不出完整的話語。                                                                                                             “等炎華門的事一了，我們就上神山好不好？”                                                                                                             “好……好！”他重重的點著頭，又覺得不夠，再度應(yīng)聲“好，好！等事一了，我們就去！”嘴角已經(jīng)合不上，歡喜的把她看了又看。                                                                                                             駱雙陪著她笑，那笑容完美得連天上的太yan都失了顏se，照得人不敢直視。只是那y暗后，緩緩的又升起一絲痛楚。生生的壓了下去，沒關(guān)系的，她在努力，努力就好，努力到?jīng)]有那gu痛就好。                                                                                                             記得五歲的時候，她就說過，要嫁給哥的?，F(xiàn)在終于如愿了，該高興，該高興！瞧，高興得眼淚都想跑出來湊熱鬧來著。不過這般高興的事，不該流淚，所以不能流。                                                                                                             上前一步，主動抱住身前人的腰，頭埋進他的心口。聽著那一聲快過一聲的跳動。                                                                                                             這一百年來，她總是喜歡下山到人間走走，多少也聽過一點男nv間的情事。                                                                                                             聽說，相互戀暮的兩人在一起，都會不受控制的心跳加速，小鹿亂撞。哥心跳得很快呢！只是為何，她的還是和平常一樣呢？                                                                                                             m0m0心口，果真沒有加快的跡象，難道說，這只對男子有效，nv子卻不盡然？                                                                                                             對，定是這樣！                                                                                                             ———————————————————————————————————————                                                                                                             仙魔二界大戰(zhàn)在即，整個炎華門處處都是緊張的氣息。人人行se匆匆，沒一刻閑得下來，暮子昕，自然是最忙的一個。從那一次見面后，駱雙再未曾見到過他，至于是刻意，還是偶然。她不去想。                                                                                                             他是一個守諾之人，言出必行。所以，她很放心，很放心……                                                                                                             m0m0那隱隱發(fā)痛的心口，這是最近她經(jīng)常有過的感覺。突然就痛起來，每次都是心口，卻瞬間又消失，似是不受自己控制一般。細(xì)想一下，可能是那封印未完全修復(fù)的原因。                                                                                                             不過，能活著，那已經(jīng)是莫大的賞賜，別的就不那么重要了。                                                                                                             看看空蕩蕩的院子，她成了唯一一個閑人。就連炎鳳這幾天，也尋不著影子，不知在忙些什么。只不過每次見她回來，總是一臉氣呼呼的表情。難以想象，誰可以把喜怒不形于se的風(fēng)風(fēng)氣成這樣？她到是有幾分的興趣了。