第四十六章                                                                                                             如果可以，她希望做一個(gè)凡人，沒身份的束縛，沒責(zé)任的牽絆，沒有那些剪斷理還亂的恩怨情仇。只要平凡，縱使只是短短幾十載的壽命，那也是好的。                                                                                                             只是……這永遠(yuǎn)都不可能實(shí)現(xiàn)，六界之內(nèi)無論是仙是魔還是神，si后皆可投胎再世，唯有神族，是形神俱滅！                                                                                                             “你……是……怎么會(huì)……”                                                                                                             岄冉步步后退，不敢置信的看著眼前的人，那一字一句，那熟悉的笑容，分明……分明就是那個(gè)他早以為已經(jīng)失去的人。他這一生永遠(yuǎn)的愧疚。                                                                                                             此時(shí)卻活生生的在他眼前，而自己卻再一次，差點(diǎn)置她于si地。                                                                                                             展開剛剛擊出的左手，sisi的盯著，仿佛看見上面已經(jīng)粘上了斑斑的血跡，那個(gè)他曾經(jīng)發(fā)誓，要守護(hù)之人的血，頓時(shí)手似是被火般燃燒著，止不住的顫抖著。                                                                                                             腦海中一片空白，一步一步的退，看著地上那個(gè)身影，眼神已經(jīng)完全沒有焦距，一臉的呆滯樣。                                                                                                             他剛剛……到底g了什么，他做了什么？                                                                                                             “師傅？”后方的男孩，疑惑的出聲輕喚，他卻不回話，只是sisi的盯著自己的手。                                                                                                             “咳咳……”駱雙費(fèi)力從地上爬起來，他那一掌用足了力，由于這一掌，聲夢(mèng)剛剛為他壓制的力量，再次被t力的亂流所沖突，那撕心裂肺的痛楚，席卷而來。引得她止不住的咳嗽，嘴間全都是血跡，落地便是泣血紅蓮。                                                                                                             她知道不能流血，但此時(shí)卻已顧不了地么多?？聪?qū)γ婺峭耆呀?jīng)呈崩潰狀態(tài)的岄冉，還有地上染血的長(zhǎng)劍。唇邊的笑容卻沒有落下。                                                                                                             她做了一個(gè)賭注，一個(gè)不能輸?shù)馁€注。                                                                                                             “我找的那個(gè)人！”她緩緩的開口，看向?qū)槿侥敲黠@已經(jīng)混亂的神情，再笑“當(dāng)真不是個(gè)好師傅呢？一個(gè)徒弟資質(zhì)平庸，教了千年，仍是不會(huì)半點(diǎn)仙法！而另一個(gè)……”她看向他身后的男孩，又笑開“資質(zhì)本是絕佳，卻仍是不會(huì)法術(shù)！”                                                                                                             她的仙法，全承自于他，當(dāng)時(shí)的神山，無人愿意教她，只有岄冉，會(huì)一遍又一遍的教，偏生她一個(gè)都學(xué)不會(huì)，急得他跳腳。真的……不是個(gè)好徒弟呀！                                                                                                             岄冉猛的抬起頭看向她，眼里不斷的閃著眾多的情緒，有疑慮，有吃驚，有驚喜，更多的卻是愧疚。嘴角張合了多次，半晌才擠出聲音：“丫……”                                                                                                             “五護(hù)法！”駱雙打斷他的話，一邊咳著，一邊上前，眼里劃過些什么“你說……背叛師門，這種事，我做得做不得？”那粘了血的雙唇，輕輕上揚(yáng)，像是想到什么絕佳的點(diǎn)子。                                                                                                             岄冉一愣，沒有明白她話中何意。                                                                                                             她卻已經(jīng)揮手一揚(yáng)，大聲喊出聲：“赤云！”                                                                                                             只見剛剛掉落的長(zhǎng)劍，頓時(shí)化做一條透明的鎖鏈，從地上飛疾起來，把岄冉和男孩團(tuán)團(tuán)圍住，捆綁在一起。                                                                                                             赤云是她趁渺軒睡著，拿來防身的武器，沒想到，當(dāng)真派上了用場(chǎng)。以她的功力，即使赤云在手，也是敵不過岄冉萬分的。所以她只能賭，賭他心里是否還存在一絲的愧疚。                                                                                                             只是她每用一次仙次，那封印的反噬便越加劇，心口像是開了個(gè)洞，痛不yu生。                                                                                                             岄冉還是有些發(fā)愣，不知是吃驚被人制住，還是吃驚她還活著。到是男孩不斷的扭動(dòng)著，無奈那鎖鏈被綁了個(gè)si緊，怎生都動(dòng)彈不得。                                                                                                             “師傅！”他受驚的喊著，但背后的岄冉卻聞所未聞，仍是一臉不可置信的抬頭看著對(duì)面的駱雙，不敢眨眼，只怕眼前的一切只是他的夢(mèng)鏡，她活著，她真的活著！                                                                                                             “師傅，師傅！”男孩著急的喊著，轉(zhuǎn)眼瞪向站得顫微微的駱雙“你想g什么？我警告你，不準(zhǔn)動(dòng)我?guī)煾?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            駱雙露齒一笑，并不理會(huì)的他的話，仍是撐著身t上前幾步。                                                                                                             男孩更加的慌亂，心里害怕，不忘si撐著威脅“你要是敢動(dòng)我?guī)煾档脑挘乙欢〞?huì)把你碎尸萬段的！”                                                                                                             駱雙一愣，停下腳步，看向前面已經(jīng)動(dòng)不了的男孩。雖然已經(jīng)換了一個(gè)樣子，但那眉宇之間的神態(tài)，卻和百年前如出一轍。                                                                                                             她越加的笑得歡顏，不知是否因?yàn)樯砩贤?，她微彎下腰呢喃道：“碎尸萬段！你不是……已經(jīng)做過一次了嗎！”                                                                                                             男孩愣住，不知她所言何意！                                                                                                             她轉(zhuǎn)頭看向旁邊一眼，繼續(xù)道：“我好生羨慕你，有一個(gè)……好師傅呢！”想了想又覺不對(duì)“不，是好兄長(zhǎng)！”                                                                                                             眼中余光看到旁邊呆立的人，猛的睜大眼睛。滿意的繼續(xù)道：“放心，這么好的師傅，我……也舍不得殺呢！”                                                                                                             t力的反噬越加的嚴(yán)重，她仿佛聽得到有什么正在斷裂的聲音，咳嗽不止。                                                                                                             沒時(shí)間了，必須趕緊拿到天劍，再不遲疑直接推門進(jìn)了殿，無視那一直緊隨著一眨不眨的眼神。                                                                                                             不用費(fèi)力去找，那天劍就在大廳正中央，劍身似是由光亮組成，四周皆是靈氣。                                                                                                             天劍是世間至靈之器，誕于創(chuàng)世之初，天帝所持之利器，除其主外，無能能駕馭。駱雙一踩入大廳，原來就光芒四s的天劍，此時(shí)更是把整個(gè)大廳照得一片亮騰。                                                                                                             一聲破空，天劍飛疾而起，在大廳之內(nèi)不斷的盤旋著。駱雙伸手一揚(yáng)，只見那劍便停止動(dòng)作，安然的躺在她的手掌之上。                                                                                                             她收手抓緊，t內(nèi)那翻騰的力量，更加的兇猛，她及力壓制，卻還是止不住，張口噴出一口血來，剎時(shí)化蓮！                                                                                                             穩(wěn)住心神，看了看天劍，臉se突然變了變。這天劍……                                                                                                             但此時(shí)卻不是細(xì)想的時(shí)候，收劍入歸虛。但凡有靈氣的兵器，皆可收入各自的意念之境的歸虛當(dāng)中，待到用時(shí)催動(dòng)意念即可喚出。                                                                                                             推門出去，看到院中不能動(dòng)彈的兩人，眉頭微緊，直接略過。轉(zhuǎn)身往西北方向而去。                                                                                                             “丫頭！”背后轉(zhuǎn)來一聲急呼。                                                                                                             駱雙腳下一頓，心口猛然收緊。                                                                                                             “我……你可怨我？丫……”                                                                                                             “五護(hù)法！”駱雙回身，一臉的燦笑“在下天惜駱雙，今日多有得罪，實(shí)在不得已而為之，望護(hù)法放我一條生路，自此兩不相欠！”她一字一句的說出口。                                                                                                             岄冉僵如化石，兩不相欠，兩不相欠……她這么急于與他撇清關(guān)系，竟連怨恨也不愿給他嗎？分不清心底涌出來的痛是什么，只是看著她頭也不回，快步離去的身影。                                                                                                             有什么正隨著她的腳步，一步一步的遠(yuǎn)離，永遠(yuǎn)也尋不回來。                                                                                                             駱雙走得很用力，一步一個(gè)腳印，沒有停也不想停。往事已矣，物事人非。岄冉有自己的選擇，她亦是。                                                                                                             曾聽說過，如若一個(gè)人，生前持念太深，就算是輪回轉(zhuǎn)世亦不可消除，這gu持念會(huì)跟隨他進(jìn)入下一世，繼續(xù)糾纏。                                                                                                             那個(gè)帶著魔印的小男孩就是如此，他沒有半點(diǎn)法術(shù)，是因?yàn)椤麖奈葱蘖?xí)過。他生來便是魔。                                                                                                             而他之所以有這么深的執(zhí)念，那是因?yàn)椤撬尴已?！那個(gè)對(duì)她恨之入骨的宿弦，雖然前世的記憶已經(jīng)不在，卻仍是那個(gè)曾殺過自己的宿弦。                                                                                                             這才是他加入魔界的主因吧！神山已失，仙界不會(huì)接納一個(gè)魔族，所以他寧愿入魔，寧愿加入魔界做五護(hù)法。                                                                                                             呵……很好，這是理所當(dāng)然的，血濃于水，血濃于水。                                                                                                             一百年前，他可以為了宿弦，眼睜睜看著自己在si在他面前；一百年后，他照樣可以為了他，給自己一掌。                                                                                                             他們是兄弟，這是應(yīng)該的，所以她不在意的，真的不在意。                                                                                                             所以……她利用他對(duì)過去的愧疚，取得天劍，也是值得原諒的吧！                                                                                                             伸手壓著心口，這是最好的結(jié)果，為什么，還是這般痛呢。                                                                                                             ———————————————————————————————————————                                                                                                             心口的痛，還在繼續(xù)加重，她的腳步越來越遲緩，卻強(qiáng)撐著前行，每走一步，都如踩在刀尖，卻命令自己不能停下。西北方向，只要到了那里，她就可以走出去。只要到了那里，她便可以安心了。                                                                                                             她活不長(zhǎng)，沒關(guān)系，她早已經(jīng)做好準(zhǔn)備了。只要哥，不再為她c心，只要他別再為了一個(gè)根本不存在的堅(jiān)持傷了自己。                                                                                                             就算是si了，她也會(huì)開心的，真的。                                                                                                             腳步越來越重，西北在哪？為何還是沒有到。那gu眩暈感她已經(jīng)撐不住了。心口再次襲來一陣刺痛，那涌出的力量，正在凌遲她的五臟六肺。                                                                                                             再也撐不住，眼前一暗，攤了下去。卻沒有預(yù)期倒地的疼痛，眼前黑影一閃，有人順勢(shì)扶住她，淡淡的梨花香，夾著濃郁的脂紛味傳來。                                                                                                             紫se衣衫輕揚(yáng)，一張妖魅十足的臉，近在咫尺。原來該是滿臉□的臉上，此時(shí)卻是一臉的嚴(yán)肅，濃眉緊皺，很是沉重。                                                                                                             聲夢(mèng)！                                                                                                             心弦頓時(shí)松了不少，一把緊抓住來人，帶著似是邀功的笑容：“天劍……我找到了，我找到了，我說過……定可以找到的！”                                                                                                             “你！”聲夢(mèng)微愣，上下的打量著她，像是斟酌著如何開口。見她氣若游絲的樣子，臉se瞬間鐵青，身側(cè)的手緊了又緊。                                                                                                             駱雙卻顧不上注意這些，伸手召出天劍，遞了過去，笑容愈發(fā)的燦爛“你看……你看，我是不是……很厲害！我找到了哦！你不是說要幫我？那么……幫我把它帶回去，好不好？”                                                                                                             聞言，聲夢(mèng)一驚，猛的轉(zhuǎn)頭看向她“你知道？”                                                                                                             她仍是笑著，緩緩的點(diǎn)頭“除了你……還會(huì)有誰知道我來了這里，聽風(fēng)！你瞧，我說過不用擔(dān)心，我一個(gè)人……也可以……找到天劍！終還是讓我找到了！”                                                                                                             聽到她的稱呼，他愣了一下，眉頭一皺，抓緊她的手“別說話，我?guī)湍惘焸?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            她卻拼命的搖頭，推開他的手“我沒關(guān)系，你把它帶回去……沒有它，魔神的封印就解不開！”                                                                                                             “我怎能丟下你！”他眉頭皺得更緊，上前一步去拉她的手。                                                                                                             她卻退開一步，躲開他的手，緩緩一笑道：“聽風(fēng)你真是個(gè)好人，只是……你也清楚……我遲早要si，早晚都一樣！”                                                                                                             “你說什么？”他一驚，快走二步，強(qiáng)行拉過她的手，扣住脈門。越看眼睛越加的睜大，一臉驚駭?shù)亩⒅??！澳恪阍趺磿?huì)？”                                                                                                             她緩緩的收回手，燦笑著看向他的臉se“聽風(fēng)！我這輩子最……不想欠人了，所以請(qǐng)你帶著天劍回去！交給……仙界也好,我……夫君也罷，別再回來！”                                                                                                             若有來生                                                                                                             “那你又如何？”他眉頭皺得更緊。                                                                                                             “我？”駱雙一愣，拉了拉嘴角“我自有辦法回去！你先走！”                                                                                                             “什么辦法？”他步步緊b，那種謊言一眼就可以看出來“你不適合說謊！”                                                                                                             駱雙語塞，t內(nèi)的痛還在加劇，她痛得直不起身子。                                                                                                             他眉心皺得更緊，探究的看了她一眼，手間緊了緊，所是在隱忍什么，半會(huì)扶起她“我?guī)阕?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            “聽風(fēng)！”她反抓住他“如若帶著我，你是出不去的！”沒說別的，單是她身上的血，還有那壓制不住的靈氣，稍微有些法力的妖魔，都可以輕易找到她。                                                                                                             他不語，只是更加抱緊駱雙，單手結(jié)印，想幫她療傷，卻猛的被她t內(nèi)流竄的力量彈開，原本修長(zhǎng)白皙的手指，瞬間被燙傷，露出血紅的rouse。                                                                                                             “別白廢心機(jī)了！”駱雙拉下他的手，緩緩一笑“聽風(fēng)，謝謝你，我一生沒什么朋友，唯有你……要是有機(jī)會(huì)，我還真想……與個(gè)做個(gè)知已！”                                                                                                             他仍是不動(dòng)，如墨的眸子一眨不眨的盯著懷中的人，沉不見底。那眼神太過露骨，露骨到一眼就看可看出來心思。                                                                                                             駱雙被他盯得有些不自在的轉(zhuǎn)開頭去。輕推開他的手，退后一步，趕他離開。                                                                                                             他卻反手一把拉住她，聲音低沉得似是下一刻便會(huì)被浸沒：“你就這般……不愿信我？”                                                                                                             駱雙一愣，抬頭看向他墨se的眸子，有些慌亂的垂下眼去，僵僵的拉開嘴角笑：“你說哪里話，我如若不信你，又怎會(huì)把天劍交給你？”                                                                                                             他眼神輕瞇，仍是一眨不眨的盯著她看，上前一步再次拉住她的手，攬她入懷。                                                                                                             “聽風(fēng)，你……”駱雙一驚，剛想要掙扎。                                                                                                             背后一痛，已經(jīng)動(dòng)彈不得，他點(diǎn)她x？來不及驚訝，四周已經(jīng)漸漸有了腳步聲。他不再言語，收起天劍，橫抱起她飛疾而去。                                                                                                             他飛得及快，幾個(gè)起落，眼看著“生”門就在眼前，只是那方早已經(jīng)布滿了重兵，                                                                                                             “大護(hù)法有令，任何人不得出魔界，違者殺無赦！”守門的妖魔大聲的傳著令“另外二護(hù)法已經(jīng)遇害，如若有見到形似二護(hù)法的即刻通報(bào)?！?nbsp;                                                                                                            駱雙看著那處的人山人海，聽風(fēng)是上仙，這些人絕對(duì)攔不下他。前提是沒有她，嘆息一聲，他又能堅(jiān)持多久。                                                                                                             “聽風(fēng)！”她輕聲喚道：“如果你出去，煩你幫我?guī)Ь湓捊o我夫君，就說……如若他敢做什么傻事……珞兒永遠(yuǎn)都不會(huì)原諒他！”                                                                                                             他猛的回頭，有幾分惱怒“你認(rèn)為……我會(huì)仍下你？”                                                                                                             “不是認(rèn)為！”她笑“而是必須！有了天劍，便可阻止魔神出世，它……b我重要！”她只不過是個(gè)一個(gè)將si之人，與天劍b起來，真的不算什么。就算……就算她出去了，也活不了多久。                                                                                                             “我不會(huì)再扔下你！”他的臉se更沉，眼神似是可以看透人心似的，直直的看向駱雙，牙關(guān)緊咬，一字一句。那堅(jiān)定的模樣，任誰都可以看出決心。