第三十八章                                                                                                             她走進那片似火的紅海，蹲在那滿地的紅蓮之中，眼神輕斂。心中閃過這些年來的點點滴滴，與她一直以來所要追求的東西，怒力去找，卻又一次又一次的失望。                                                                                                             如今人家已經(jīng)送到眼前，她卻已經(jīng)拿不出手去接了。                                                                                                             長長的嘆了一聲，有些事何必弄得太過復(fù)雜，她早已經(jīng)有了決定……他又何必再來打亂他的心。                                                                                                             良久！                                                                                                             “往事……已矣”她回過頭展顏一笑，燦如春景，眉眼之間盡是笑意，卻不如于之前不上心頭，她整個人都在笑，似是超脫的笑容“上仙何必執(zhí)著。”                                                                                                             暮子昕心中一緊，有些莫明的慌張。                                                                                                             她卻笑得越加的燦爛“既然已經(jīng)決定放棄，那便不要留戀！”她起身，看向那滿地的紅蓮，不知為何，她現(xiàn)在沒有再想拔的沖動了，是因為想通了嗎？“上仙竟然知道不該放手，那在當(dāng)日就不應(yīng)該放，如今事過境遷，多說……也只是涂增傷感而已！”                                                                                                             “……”他眼神越加的沉重，唇角微動，終還是沒有開口。                                                                                                             駱雙再笑，福身行了個禮“上仙如若沒有其它什么事，駱雙先行告辭了！”說完轉(zhuǎn)身yu走，絲毫沒有猶豫，甚至未曾再看那片紅蓮一眼。                                                                                                             “瓔珞！”手間一緊，卻被暮子昕一把抓住，垂著頭，眉心緊皺，臉上盡是掙扎之se。那沉重的聲音似是壓得喘不過氣來“你……過得好嗎？”                                                                                                             心中一痛，腳步頓時有些虛浮起來。她轉(zhuǎn)過身，臉上卻是笑如春風(fēng)，“上仙認錯人了？我叫駱雙！”                                                                                                             他眼神更沉，仍是一眨不眨的盯著她的臉“即便只是名字……你也不愿承認嗎？瓔珞……”他手上使力，更加抓緊她的手“你當(dāng)真就這般……怨我不成？就連一次證明的機會……也不給我！”                                                                                                             “……”駱雙轉(zhuǎn)過頭不語，腦海里嗡嗡做響，想要ch0u回手，他卻不依。                                                                                                             “瓔珞，我……”他還想要說什么，突然像是察覺到什么，神se一變，盯向自己抓著的手，眼睛大睜“你……”                                                                                                             心覺有異，指尖微曲，正要仔細查看。                                                                                                             駱雙卻奮力把手拉了回去，眉頭微皺“上仙如此……恐怕不妥吧？在下還有事，先行告辭！”說完頭也不回轉(zhuǎn)身而去，那腳步竟有幾分急切。                                                                                                             ———————————————————————————————————————                                                                                                             直到眼際之中，已經(jīng)沒有了她的身影，暮子昕才收回視線。轉(zhuǎn)身看著那滿地的紅蓮，眼神又深沉起來。                                                                                                             良久！                                                                                                             “竟然來了，何不出來坐會？”                                                                                                             語落，清風(fēng)起舞，滿天花瓣飛揚，一名男子踩步而來，白衫之上繡滿桃花，面se如玉，眼角一朵罌粟栩栩如生。                                                                                                             “好久不見，丹云！”暮子昕輕笑開口。                                                                                                             “我有名有姓，喚聽風(fēng)，你又何必叫我那俗號”他燦笑如花。                                                                                                             “你是仙界聞名的，丹云上仙，我如此叫，又有何不可？”                                                                                                             “你是想讓我動手不成？”他眼神輕瞇。                                                                                                             “也好！”暮子昕上前一步“我也好久沒跟人動手了，你要是有此雅興，切磋一下也未償不可！”                                                                                                             聽風(fēng)一愣，眼睛暮的大睜，上下的打量了他一番“我沒聽錯吧？你今天是哪想不開了？”雙眼微瞇，又看了他一遍，突然像是明白了什么，轉(zhuǎn)頭看了那片紅蓮一眼“你不會……在人家那里受了氣，心里不爽，找我出氣吧？”                                                                                                             暮子昕一愣，臉se微變，立馬又恢復(fù)，轉(zhuǎn)開頭繼續(xù)看著紅蓮“今日怎么有空來我白暮！”                                                                                                             “自然是來找你算賬的！”他輕語含笑道，卻絲毫沒有生氣的樣子。                                                                                                             “哦？”子昕不明。                                                                                                             他雙眼瞇成線，盯著他的臉，一字一句的道：“那日，你找我到瑤池喝酒！結(jié)果我一去，看到的全是各派的遭老頭子，你是存心的！”                                                                                                             暮子昕輕笑“瑤池仙會，你貴為仙界上仙，前去參加有何不可？況且如今仙魔兩界……”                                                                                                             “停！”他突然出聲打斷，敲了敲頭“這些什么仙界，什么眾生的事，別跟我說。你明知我不喜這些，一聽就頭痛。我向來隨x慣了，想g什么便g什么，你可別拿這些纏住我！”                                                                                                             暮子昕搖了搖頭，淡笑不語?？粗厣夏瞧t蓮，眼神又深沉了起來。                                                                                                             “我到也希望，能如你一般……”他輕喃的開口，嘴角輕揚，笑得有些苦澀。                                                                                                             聽風(fēng)心覺有異，眼神微沉，順著他的眼光，看向那滿地的紅蓮，探試的摘下一朵，卻見他沒有阻止。這些年來，他每日每夜的守著這片紅蓮，寶貝的跟什么似的，如今……                                                                                                             “她……便是你這些年要找的人？”他轉(zhuǎn)了轉(zhuǎn)手里的花，看了他一眼，見他不回話，眉頭緊了緊，繼續(xù)道：“竟然舍不得，為何不告訴她實話！”                                                                                                             暮子昕一愣，又拉開苦笑“告訴她什么？該說的我已經(jīng)說了！”有些東西丟了，是尋不回來的。當(dāng)日，是他自己親手放棄的，怨不得人。                                                                                                             “自然是說天柱之事！”聽風(fēng)眉頭緊皺“我到好奇，那里面到底寫了什么，你竟這般擔(dān)心她會看到？但你如此一問，豈不讓她誤會你別有用心？”                                                                                                             “誤不誤解又有何差別？她身邊……有更好的人！這一生她過得太苦，如今……就讓她自己選擇吧！”他語氣更加沉重。                                                                                                             “你……唉！”聽風(fēng)長嘆一聲，搖了搖頭，轉(zhuǎn)頭看了看駱雙離去的那條路，又想起當(dāng)日在瑤池里，拔著紅蓮的身影，眼神輕瞇“怕只怕，事情遠不止你想的那般！”                                                                                                             ———————————————————————————————————————                                                                                                             正到確定已經(jīng)走得夠遠了，駱雙才緩下腳步。一gu鉆心的痛瞬間涌了上來，t內(nèi)又有什么在翻攪著，那熟悉的眩暈感侵襲，腳步輕浮，扶著旁邊的樹g才站穩(wěn)。她一邊按著心口，一邊大口大口的喘著氣，強撐著眼睛不讓自己那被眩暈感吞噬。                                                                                                             齒間使力，咬向舌尖，刺痛傳來，瞬間清醒。在一旁的石塊之上坐下，撐著還隱隱刺痛的額頭。抬頭看看還掛在天空的yanyan，長嘆一聲，時間……不多了。                                                                                                             “雙雙！”輕快的語調(diào)帶著嘲弄意味在耳邊響起。                                                                                                             轉(zhuǎn)頭，一張放大的俊顏近在咫尺，那眼角栩栩如生的罌粟花，再近一點就快貼到鼻尖了。                                                                                                             “聽……風(fēng)！”駱雙一驚，腳下一個啷嗆，就要掉下石塊。                                                                                                             聽風(fēng)順手一撈，抱了個滿懷“我說雙雙……看見我也用不著這般激動吧？”                                                                                                             他抱得極緊，她整個身子幾乎都貼在了他身上。他鼻間的氣息，更是毫無遺漏的全噴在她臉上。                                                                                                             雙臉一紅，頓時尷尬萬分，慌張的最后一步，推開他過于親密的舉動“你……出現(xiàn)時，皆是這般驚世駭俗嗎？”                                                                                                             他由著她退開，咧嘴輕笑，眼角那朵罌粟，似在一瓣一瓣的盛開，甚是妖嬈“驚世駭俗？是你剛剛想得太入神，所以才沒發(fā)現(xiàn)我靠近！”他毫不避忌在她身側(cè)坐下。                                                                                                             看著他那滿是好奇的臉，眉眼彎彎，一顰一笑皆是嫵媚。偏偏他滿身靈氣，找不出絲毫的妖邪。真是奇怪的組合。                                                                                                             “快告訴我！雙雙剛剛在想什么？”                                                                                                             雙雙？駱雙嘴角一ch0u，轉(zhuǎn)頭看他，忍不住開口問道：“你……與顧千凡很熟?。俊?nbsp;                                                                                                            “顧千凡？”他一愣，搖頭“不認識！你提這個名字g嘛？怎么？他長得b我好看嗎？”                                                                                                             他眼睛瞬間瞇成了縫。                                                                                                             “沒……沒什么？”駱雙擦去額間的冷汗“不知……上仙找我何事？”                                                                                                             聽風(fēng)一愣，隨即笑開“你知道了！”                                                                                                             “聽人提起過！”他那般醒目的裝扮，恐怕仙界之中，誰都知道吧！偏生就她一個人被蒙在鼓里。若不是哥提醒，她現(xiàn)在還以為他只是個有點怪僻的仙人。                                                                                                             “你不生氣嗎？”聽風(fēng)有些疑問。                                                                                                             “我為何要生氣？”駱雙含笑反問。                                                                                                             “氣我不告之你實話！”                                                                                                             “上仙說笑了？”她笑得一片坦蕩“我們初次相識，你有什么理由，非得要告訴我你就是丹云上仙不可？”                                                                                                             聽風(fēng)皺眉，聽出她話中故意疏遠之意。盯著她含笑的臉半晌，沉聲道：“你……這般不易信人嗎？”                                                                                                             駱雙一愣，臉se一瞬間變了變，立馬又消失。仍是笑顏如花“上仙此話，從何說起呀？”                                                                                                             “你……唉！”他嘆了一聲，改口道“你的病怎么樣了？”                                                                                                             “已經(jīng)全好了！”她笑著點頭“多謝上仙關(guān)心！”                                                                                                             “是嗎？”他突然出手抓起她的手腕！                                                                                                             駱雙一驚“上仙！”                                                                                                             “我叫聽風(fēng)！”他怒言糾正。                                                                                                             “我真的沒事！”心中慌亂，用力想要ch0u回手。                                                                                                             聽風(fēng)眉頭一皺，揚手一揮，駱雙頓時全身僵y，動彈不得，他竟對她用仙法。                                                                                                             “好好坐著，我就只看看！”他輕聲道，又認真看起脈來。                                                                                                             駱雙只覺無語，有他這么看脈的嗎？心中更多的是慌亂，偏偏她又動彈不得，只能怨念的斜著眼瞪他。這叫上仙的，怎么都喜歡抓人家手腕不成？                                                                                                             聽風(fēng)越看，神se就越加的凝重，抬頭一臉驚訝的看著她，揮手解開她的禁錮“雙雙……你……”                                                                                                             她訕訕笑著拉下衣袖“我已經(jīng)好多了！”                                                                                                             “你這叫好多了？”見她毫不在意的樣子，不由得怒從心起“你t力有g(shù)u真氣在橫沖直撞，已經(jīng)傷及五臟六腑，隨時都有可要你的命！”                                                                                                             “那有這么嚴重！”她笑得更深“再怎么說，我也有些修為，就這些真氣，怎么會傷得了我。”                                                                                                             “雙雙！”聽風(fēng)幾乎是吼出聲，沒事……她這也叫沒事？剛剛他只是把了一下脈，心口就被震得泛痛。什么修為，她有多少修為，充其量只能算是半調(diào)子的仙。再這樣下去，她必撐不過一個月。                                                                                                             換我護你                                                                                                             第三十九章                                                                                                             “跟我走！”聽風(fēng)拉她起身“我?guī)慊厝ィ朕k法幫你壓住內(nèi)t的真氣！”                                                                                                             “上仙，請你放手！”駱雙勸著“你我相識不過三日，上仙何必要對駱雙的事如此執(zhí)著呢？”                                                                                                             “我怎么知道！”聽風(fēng)回頭瞪了她一眼“我怎么知道我是著了什么魔，反正就是不能眼睜睜的看著你出事！”                                                                                                             駱雙一愣，一臉的莫明。                                                                                                             “自打見到你，我就不正常。就是不能撇下你不管！”聽風(fēng)更加的氣惱，心里冒著些自己也辯不清的情緒，那種疑慮又升了上來，回頭再看她一眼，傾下身道“雙雙，我再問你一次，我們以前……真的……不相識嗎？”他明明就與她相識不久，為何每次見到她，都會有這種感覺呢？                                                                                                             駱雙更加的莫明，聽風(fēng)眉頭一皺，一臉的煩躁“算了算了，這個以后再弄清楚，我先帶你回去。”                                                                                                             “上仙！”她想要ch0u手，他卻抓得極緊，蹲下身子想賴在石塊上，他卻照舊拖著她就往前走，駱雙更急“上仙……上……聽風(fēng)，聽風(fēng)，我叫你聽風(fēng)總行了吧！”                                                                                                             他終于停下腳步，卻還是一臉的怒氣，極不贊同的瞪著她。                                                                                                             駱雙弱弱的ch0u回手，被他拉得有些痛呢，長嘆一聲“你真的不用為我c心，我……沒事！”                                                                                                             “沒事，你這叫沒事？”他回過身，那眼里似要燃起火來“再這樣下去，你會si，你會si！你知不知道！”                                                                                                             駱雙微一愣，退后一步，嘴角又忍不住慢慢的拉開弧度“我知道！”一百年前她就已經(jīng)知道了，只是……她以為還可以撐個幾十年，可現(xiàn)如今……只怕不到一個月了吧？                                                                                                             “那你還……”                                                                                                             駱雙卻笑得甚是滿足，小心翼翼的瞅他一眼“我自己的情況，我最清楚，如今……”                                                                                                             “如今也不遲！”極不喜歡聽她說喪氣話，又想去拉她。                                                                                                             她橫開一步躲過，背靠著剛剛坐的石塊“如若你有把握定能治好我，那我便跟你走！”                                                                                                             聽風(fēng)一愣，臉se瞬間沉了下來，那只伸出的手，緩緩的放下。                                                                                                             駱雙輕笑著拉了拉嘴角，看向旁邊天飄浮的白云：“聽風(fēng)……我又不是小孩，自己的事，自然清楚。只是……”她一頓，改口問道：“你有沒有一輩子都想要得到的東西？”                                                                                                             他微一愣，不知道她為什么突然問這個，搖頭“不知道！”他從沒想過。                                                                                                             “我有呢！”她呵呵的笑著“我有……以前我以為我什么都沒有，所以我去找，很努力很努力的去找。傻傻的以為總會找到的，但是……”她聲音有些哽“那些都不是真的……沒有人愿意給我。后來……才發(fā)現(xiàn)，原來……原來我一直都有的，一直都在我身邊！”                                                                                                             聽風(fēng)不明她的意思，只是很不喜歡她那自嘲的神se。                                                                                                             她卻越加的笑得燦爛，臉上像是開了朵花，眉宇之間盡是歡顏“我這輩子最想到得的東西，我已經(jīng)有了，所以……我很幸運，算是賺到了！”                                                                                                             “雙……”聽風(fēng)想要說點什么，卻不知怎么開口。                                                                                                             “聽風(fēng)……你真是個好人，如若……如若我早點遇到你，可能會更高興吧！”她笑意加深“可惜……我可不是個好人呢！出生起就一直……一直都讓人c心……凡是對我好的人，全都沒有好下場！”她身側(cè)的手緊了緊，笑得有些苦“你說……我是不是天生就帶煞呢？”                                                                                                             “雙雙……”                                                                                                             “我有一個很好母親的，可是……我卻把她害si了！”她沉下聲，緊抓著身側(cè)的衣衫，擰成一團“還有……還有一個人，我也害得他沒過一天安心的日子，受盡了千年的苦。所以……你還是不要太靠近我的好！免得被我連累！”                                                                                                             “胡說！”他眉頭緊皺“我還怕你連累不成？”                                                                                                             “您是上仙，自然不怕！”她笑“只是……駱雙自知時日不多，不想讓更多的人為我擔(dān)心，如若上仙，真心待駱雙，就請不要為難我如何？”                                                                                                             “你……”聽風(fēng)氣極。                                                                                                             “上仙定是氣我不知好歹！”她仍是笑得風(fēng)淡云輕，好似什么都已不重要似的“但是駱雙真的沒事，我已經(jīng)有了這世上最寶貴的東西。我已經(jīng)滿足了，就算是明日就會……”                                                                                                             “不許胡說！”他打斷她的話。                                                                                                             駱雙輕輕笑出聲“是是是！我長命無壽，所以請上仙不必擔(dān)心，我已經(jīng)讓很多人……為我c心了！”她微低下頭似是想著什么“我太幸福了，一直都被人保護著，也該是……回報的時候了。”                                                                                                             她的聲音很沉，低的聽不清明。但聽風(fēng)都聽到了，猛的轉(zhuǎn)頭，盯著她看了半晌，像是突然想到什么，略帶慌亂的看著她“雙雙，你想g什么？你不會……”                                                                                                             駱雙一愣，隨即笑開“我能g什么？我只是個將si之人，只是想開開心心的過完剩下的日子，希望所有關(guān)心我的人，以后也都能開開心心，什么都不用再擔(dān)心……任何事！”                                                                                                             這一百年她已經(jīng)夠幸福了，如若還有什么需要痛苦的事，那就讓她一個去吧！                                                                                                             他還是有些懷疑，上下瞅著她過于完美的笑容，疑惑更甚。                                                                                                             駱雙被他盯得有些不自在了，撇過頭去，看了看天氣